Kau fikir banyak sangat/You think too much

Everyone has fears. and i'm not an exception for this. I have quite a number of fears. But the mighty one would be Fear of the Unknown. 

"Fear of the unknown is a peculiar condition in most of us, where we find ourselves at our wit's end while thinking of embarking upon something we are not acquainted with"

What's wrong with me? I can't go on like this. It would definitely close down windows of opportunity.  I keep on saying I can't do that, I can't do this. WHY? I guess because i never tried it before, I'm not familiar with it. I fear of the new and to cope up with prevailing situations. I'm afraid I might take a wrong turn and that turn could end up to an undesirable area which again..... I'm AFRAID i will regret it later. I want that road to be the same, no bumpy no dusty no hassle no fassle. I have this negative feelings towards places or situation that i don't know well enough. I am too comfortable with my own creation of cubicle.

I hope this is normal.
Everyone feels the same when it comes to something they are not familiar with or else..

I will hate myself for this.

My dear self, open  your eyes, open your mind and pretty please open your heart. Perhaps there are places that you could beautifully treasure. Yes there is nothing wrong to be optimistic but please do.. do count your blessings of life. Be realistic. Live with your fears and you could miss out on something fabulous.

One of my close friends conclude my fear of the unknown by saying 'Kau fikir banyak sangat' aka You think too much'.... I guess she's right.

Rely on yourself. Trust yourself. You can do this.

Cik So

WE SHOULD HANG OUT!

Have you ever been in this kind of situation?

You walking down the street la la la la and ACCIDENTally you bumped into your outa space friend. I mean.. the one that you don't want to get involve or even have eye contact like in 10 million years. You've tried so hard to ignore her but as you both walk at the same opposite face to face direction, there's nothing you can do . tak dapek nak lari dah. you have to say 'hi' . Or else, you both can only angkat kening , senyum separa ikhlas and off you go. Erk, ill opt the first one. saya orang melayu. ada budi bahasa.

Cik So pura pura terkejut: 'Eh Tina.. How are you?'


Tina kerek: 'Oh Cik so. Fine. How about you?' 


Cik So dingin: 'I'm good'


Creek Creek... Creek Creek...


Tina kerek: 'Err.. buat apa sekarang?' soalan wajib.


Cik So boring: 'Oh i dah kerjakat sinun. How about you?'


Tina dah start nak show off: 'Oh i dah jadi housewife. Husband I lah tak nak I kerja. Dia mampu nk tanggung I. He wants me to focus jaga family je. So ni lah kerja I. Shopping.. Holiday-ing. Er.. you dah kahwin?'


Cik So pantang tanya pasal kawin: 'Oh belum lagi'


Tina dah start nak korek rahsia: 'Eh , dulu kan you couple ngn mamat kepala angin dia je betul tuh? You still dengan dia kan?'


Cik So pantang tanya pasal ex boyfie: 'Oh dia tuh, boleh pergi mamp sama dia. Cakap tak serupa bikin, before couple kemain sayang cinta lautan api nk renang, gunung ganang nak panjat, tau tau je dah nampak perempuan dahi jendol terus terpikat'


teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet


Jawapan sebenar Cik So: 'Oh takde jodoh dengan dia'


Tina si mamarazzi: 'Oh sorry to hear bout that. apa jadi between you two? Dulu kemain loving couple?'


Cik So nak ngelat: 'It's a long story dear. Ops tik tok tik tok, I really need to go now. Need to run some errands. You know what? Let's HANG OUT! You still pakai the same number kan? I'll call you later aite!




And.. off me go. bye bye tina aso santiago. 

What to do when you are bored

How bored are you?.

No/Yes

I am bored.

So.. what you need to do when you are bored?

1) Whining . To show that you are bored. Like really really my-life-sucks-i dont know what to do bored


2) Purr.. So you can still look cute even though you are bored


3) Learn Spanish. So you can sound  like a romantic at heart

4) Camwhore. So you can take your photo from above angle and pout your lips  and and then post it on facebook with the caption, ' I look fat!' and secretly hope that strangers at facebook will reply and say 'No you're not! You look cute!' ( but then.. maybe deep down inside they wanna say, bluerghh.. you look like a botox fish to me missy)

5) Annoy yourself . You can't annoy others when you are bored. People hate that.


6) Stalk others on Facebook. Obviously you do this ALL THE TIME. Even though you are busy you still have time to stalk people so this one..erk.. doesn't count.


7) DayDream. It's okay if  you wish you are Justin Bieber sometimes. People hate and give nasty comments about your hairstyle and yet.. you are still rich and famous. And that 'people', well.. same old same old.


8) Update information about gossip. Type: www.sukafitnahorang.com/www.bestnyakutukartisnih.com/www.iwantjuicygossips.com Wow! Sounds intelligent!


9) Online Shopping. Well.. just do it because.. you are bored. And  because you have nothing else to do. The concept:  Spend now, Regret later


10) Sleep. Yes.. get your beauty sleep while you are bored. Naiseeee...


11) ZzzZzzzzzzZzzzZZzzzzzzZZzz......

Europe's Skies

It's amazing how a song can inspires you to explore the world. to explore your feelings towards your funny little world. And this one song managed to not only inspired me but the sincerity of the song and kudos to the singer that has eventually moved me to push myself to see the world and view it in the eyes of a bird..

 “We live in a wonderful world that is full of beauty, charm and adventure. There is no end to the adventures we can have if only we seek them with our eyes open.” – Jawaharial Nehru

Michelle Obama: Love & Relationships

I want to share this with my fellow readers. Advice from the First lady of United States towards young women on how to find the perfect man:

Cute’s good. But cute only lasts for so long, and then: Who are you as a person?

That’s the advice I would give to women: Don’t look at the $$bankbook$$ or the title. Look at the heart. Look at the soul. Look at how the guy treats his mother and what he says about women. 

How he acts with children he doesn’t know. And, more important, how does he treat you? When you’re dating a man, you should always feel good. You should never feel less than. You should never doubt yourself. You shouldn’t be in a relationship with somebody who doesn’t make you completely happy and make you feel whole. 

And if you’re in that relationship and you’re dating, then my advice is, don’t get married. Get out of it and find that person that brings you complete and utter joy with who you are at the moment.

It's true tho. 

Cik Sagi...

Sagittarius 2011 Love, Family and Social life Horoscope

Loyal to a fault, a Sagittarius can sometimes struggle to see those who are not in his corner. The Sagittarius 2011 yearly horoscope shows that t his will be a tricky year in terms of some of those familial and friendship relationships. 

The thing is, Sag, you are becoming the best you’ve ever been. You will be at peak performance in 2011, with all of those sparkling Sag qualities lighting up and attracting even more folks to your realm. This can cause dissention amongst certain friendships that feel threatened or a concern that they might get left behind. Do not make any major decisions but do not limit yourself. 

Make friends with who you like. It is your life. Still, cut out old friends on the basis of lame behaviour. Talk it out and work through it. By the end of the year, your real friends will still be around. As will a strong and new relationship with a special someone.

Just my two cents

The story bout a teenage girl that thinks love is everything, everything is love: Get rid of the scars

Stop judging people. Why don't we buy a big huge with a pink scarf on top of the mirror and look at how 'sweet, naive, im a good girl i never lie to my parents-i never back-stab my friends, im so perfect' . Na ah.. it's not a trick mirror. If this is how you projected yourself..like seriously? Get a life. How you see yourself in the mirror is somehow differ to how people see you or how you appear in photos and portrayals. 

Adinda: Yes she's too much. Nevertheless, we shouldn't condemn or personally ridicule the way she thinks bout the world (her world to be exact). Me think the difference that partake between us vs her would be... We didn't share our private life story publicly. and she thinks using blog is the best medium to express her 'free thoughts bout love, sex, pavilion, starbucks'. oh boy.

Don't get me wrong. I didn't say that she's right but I'm not going to judge her. For God's sake, who do we think we are to make her our fav laughing stock  and give this unnecessary and excessive negative remarks towards her when we. ourself. used to have that moments as well. For instance, I used to love this 'boy' like gila and I thought that's it. It's gonna be the end of the world when I knew that he has another girl. But still, having said that doesn't mean that I agreed and tepuk tangan saying that yes that's how we rock and roll our teen life baby. No. Life doesn't work that way. 

She might has step forward advancing her border and the flirtations of her life might be subtle and coy enough to be construed and she might not even notice bout it. After all, everyone wants to be adored and appreciated by the opposite sex. No doubt about that. yeah when you are 12-18 your emotions run high and you think you need to be cool, social and have boyfriend-ss yada yada yada. BUT. She needs to know that whatever it is, regardless of how extraordinaire' the dreams she has planted towards the world (her world.. again to be exact) she needs to know the basic rule, One Step Forward, Two Steps Back. Ultimatums will only make you seem paranoid with your life. Don't do that. Don't let your excitableness destroy your life.  You know what? Buy yourself a diary if you really don't want people to judge you. Otherwise.. memang sengaja cari masalah la jawabnya. Tak dapek den nak nolong.

Urm erm hurm,
Cik So